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Division

by The Gazettiers

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1.
I'm a waste head filling me up with this gossip and everyone straight to my head down goes a shot I'll get drunk so they like me it's almost ten o'clock anxiety starts to grow I can't mind what I can't show 'til I'm forced to bring it out reveal myself as a fool try to mind that it's all for yourself everyone better dance, start to pay attention so nervous escape for a smoke and obsess for a moment a huge mess trying to impress an attempt to please everyone no one cares you are I doubt they even know and I can't mind Like I'm so special think what do you deserve get a handle on yourself try to mind that it's all for yourself everyone better dance, start to over react now
2.
Ready 04:27
are you ready to learn from me it's all been done before not treating this differently honestly, I respect you more for braving a life that's had less control please, listen closely to me I'll do anything you need show you what I see you're a gorgeous human being got to know everything doesn't tie to pasts take a long hard look at where you have gotten today I have to say I'm amazed by your every trait hope you let me stay and take what I'm giving away please, listen closely to me I'll do anything you need show you what I see you're a gorgeous human being love will soothe the sting your heart needs that opening or you'll never let anyone in to experience your beauty
3.
trying to break the habits I want to feel like a child again refreshing youth trying to catch excitement seems we had nothing to lose I lost it all took the wrong turn where that story splits in two I call myself dependent but it's on all the things that kill me it's not that bad until I start to give it a thought is this making any sense I want to go back to the way I was when I was innocent too much god damn information it's ruined my perception entirely used to be amused by all that had been taking place here now it's something to abuse and leave behind wash me of complication dilemma, destruction, and confusion an empty slate can't even wait to be all used up used to love the way I'd think couldn't wait for anything now I'm waiting patiently for nothing
4.
let me start by saying this happens almost every day thoughts are so complex, start playing tricks until I'm gone only stories change, all these things my mind creates and I hope you can relate I close my eyes start drifting back into my dark side weight of all I remember and what I'll know shifts and forms into living shapes and colors and they can't stop multiplying all this traffic and congestion in my mind they invade my only space my seemingly safe place squeezing and constricting 'til i'm bursting at the seams all start to inflate and begin to infiltrate my imagination hands become guns I'd desperately like to use on myself but instead become vices for frustration endless bullets to shoot into the sky along with my head that's flying and the rest of my body disappears into the ground now I'm only in the wind a memory wore thin forgetting all the people who are now forgetting me and then when I decide I'll let out a deep sigh and I'll open up my eyes
5.
Rusted Lung 03:46
a girl a god a move away a slip a fall quick glance away a chance you know just passed and is gone, it's gone a late or absent response from another love you just met and you're sleeping in your bed alone to sleep be calm you lose your job a dream the cause my rusted lungs a chance you know just passed and is gone, it's gone a late or absent response from another love you just met and you're sleeping in your bed alone I should know that this is not worth another thought I'm forced to feel sensitive about what make pretend wounds you have to heal
6.
Bumblebirds! 03:59
I am selfish who's got the time to better themselves when destroying is much more fun bullshit excuses blame it on god or some odd disorder you found online broke and distressed but still eating got motivation for different things still depressed but getting sleep no matter how you dress it up it seems you have more than what you need can't not be selfish I blame the mind I want to be kind and feel nothing in return it's become my job to fall behind cry and whine and everything's going fine broke and distressed but smoking weed I've said this before, what the hell is wrong with me got motivation for different things no matter how you dress it up it seems you have more then what you need
7.
it's been a long time since I got this way I want to vanish to another place where I'm not such a waste I'm sorry you loved me I'm sorry I let you down feel like a thief and a liar I only wanted to do the right things I'm beat down, worn out, and tired numbing everything became your bad memory it's better for me, and it's better for you I never knew all the damage I could do I'm happy you left me it wasn't worth it keeping me around feel like a thief and a liar I only wanted to do the right things I'm beat down, worn out, and tired numbing everything became your bad memory
8.
Engelhardt 03:13
hey, we tried this out but something's wrong throw it out connections lost no sense in stringing this along when you'll soon be gone I'm moving on, this took too long building up to nothing stupid to think I had a chance on my own and better off going on without you we don't know what the hell we want and we'll be just fine hey, you're wonderful but something's off not what i want sorry you're not I didn't mean to make you think that you and I belong I never thought that I'm moving on, this took too long building up to nothing stupid to think I had a chance on my own and better off going on without you we don't know what the hell we want and we'll be just fine
9.
if you need me I'll be here, doing nothing with no one it's gotten to the point where I rarely leave my place of fear sometime someone's got to be near trying to remember when i was tough so I can react not afraid to admit I'm a lonely man you can't tell me that you're not everyone feels separated from the rest work our whole lives and realize nothing fits is it a blessing or is it a curse I'm not too sure we'll sit and not talk, just sit and not talk

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released May 20, 2014

Recorded at Lunar Waves Studio by The Gazettiers
Mastering by Justin Perkins at Mystery Room Mastering

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